I’ll think of a reason later

Walking Away

I have been thinking of writing from along time..A very nice frnd of mine inspired me for this…

After all hussy fussy things happened in ma life and as everybody has that point in their life where they hit a crossroads and wen they had a bunch of bad days and there’s different ways they can deal with it and the way I dealt with it was I just turned completely loving maself.. till this time i never thought i’m gonna face such phases and the lesson i’ve learned the most often in life is that you’re always going to know more in the future than you know now..Well real life is a funny thing you know.. Everyday i wake up and smell the break up and again an unplanned day always i tried to fix up even tried to cover up ma heart with make up forcing smile faking happiness.My thoughts always echoed her name.Most the of the nights wen i’m in this dream it’s like a million little stars
spelling out ur name..You were always be in ma prayers.I used to watch you live in pictures but i feel you’ll forget me like i never used to breathe 

but i’ll keep up with ur friends just to ask them how you are

.Hope it’s nice where u are
.I did all ma deeds..

I think its in ur moments of decision tat ur destiny  is shaped.. Well after anything we decide any act we change or control our lyf. The rewards is in our hands..I gave chance to ma love but cudn’t succeeded.But after taking a lot of time i decided to move on and to get thru this.But i’m sick n tired of doing this again n again..I’m thru with wit it…Looking forward to ma career..

A very last note for her..Thanks i’ll always cherish the moment i shared with u..But i’m doing fyn and fair with out u..God bless u where ever u are..